I have not yet done that for which I was made

On September 7, 2005 / By maggi dawn / Reply

A friend sent me this prayer. I love the line in the middle – "I have not yet done that for which I was made." The tenor of our society seems to be that the best days of your life are pretty much over once you hit 30, and thereafter everything will be a little duller, a little less exciting, a little less important. I like the idea that even when the bones creak a little, you’re still only in preparation for your task in life. I have been contemplating lately what direction I might go in a few years’ time, in order to focus what I’m doing right now. It feels good to me to think bigger, to be a learner not an expert, to be on an adventure and not settled down in boring comfort for the second half of life.

O Lord my God
teach my heart
where and how to seek you,
where and how to find you.
O Lord you are my God
and you are my Lord

and I have never seen you.
You have made me and remade me,
and you have bestowed on me all the good things I possess
and still I do not know you.

I have not yet done that for which I was made.

Teach me to seek you
for I cannot seek you unless you teach me
or find you unless you show yourself to me.
Let me seek you in my desire,
let me desire you in my seeking.
Let me find you by loving you,
let me love you when I find you.

 
St Anselm

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6 Responses to “I have not yet done that for which I was made”

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  1. Thanks for this, maggi! Great prayer! And I feel exactly the same way. Good prayer for the church, too! I’ll be using this muchly.

  2. Wonderful wonderful wonderful. Thanks for posting this prayer.

  3. Indeed, I was very moved by it and thank you for bringing it to our attention. I am taken back to the sense that I need to think now what kind of old person I would like to be and begin living accordingly. I want to be old with God’s wisdom and an irrepressable joy that is born of compassion …
    ( http://anamchairde.blogspot.com/2005/09/i-have-not-yet-done-that-for-which-i.html )

  4. your thoughts are my own, to be a learner is to still have the challenge in front of you, still have meaning and purpose and to still have desire to awake anew and carry on climbing.

  5. I cross ref’d this in one of my blogs and a spam comment appeared; is there a connection given your latter difficulties? I suspect that linkbots are at work…

  6. This prayer has haunted me ever since I read it here in Sept 05. Using it again tomorrow in a service about “Knowing God”.
    Thanks
    Richard